Friday, January 30, 2026

A Letter To Trumpistan

A few months ago one of my MAGA relatives defended ICE agents as law enforcement who had to wear masks because Antifa threatened to kill their loved ones. We don't know if that's true, or if a comment was taken out of context, or if MAGA propagandists manufactured and promoted this lie as truth. What we do know is that 32 people died in ICE custody in 2025 and 3 people have been murdered by ICE in Minnesota not even a full 30 days into the new year. I'm ranting now. I'm angry. I'm not interested in making literature, I simply want to yell at people.

Sunday, April 14, 2019

Daydreaming About the Design for my Chapbook Cover

This poem is an exercise inspired by the 'First Thought, Best Thought' writing theory of the Beats. I basically just recorded a shift at work as it happened with some personal observations and memories folded in for good measure. It's a stream of consciousness thing to be honest, and not meant to be anything more than that. This poem will not be included in the chapbook, Wild Taste, as far as that goes. Fair warning: there is a bit of dirty language in one section of this poem. It's over fast but it even surprised me a little bit when I re-read the poem.

Tuesday, April 2, 2019

According to Folklore, a Long-Missed Friend Will Return

Notes from November 7, 2017.
A yellow jacket flying around the hood of my car and a bird singing I can't identify, but it's familiar, I haven't heard it since my childhood. I can smell wet gravel on the driveway and hear it crunching underfoot as I walk to end of it where I'll wait for the bus. I hear that bird song from somewhere in the oak scrub across the street. This morning that sound is visceral, it literally throws me back in time. A lump in my throat forms for a childhood a long ways behind me and my long gone mother who I miss so much.

April, 2019. The bird singing in 2017 was a chickadee.

Monday, March 25, 2019

Adventure Diary: August 9, 2018

In August of 2018 I was between jobs, so my wife was working extra shifts and I spent a lot of time with our children. I have, in fact, always spent a lot of time with our children because I am a modern dad--I love my kids, I love my wife, and I believe if both parents are working out of the house then both parents should be parenting. I think it should have always been like this, but just because it wasn't doesn't' mean it can't be now. During this time between jobs I tried to write a daily journal entry. I took the kids to places in Wintson-Salem, where we'd recently moved, so we could learn about the city and find things we'd like to into the future. 

Saturday, December 9, 2017

Libraries Have Everything

I've always spent a lot of time at libraries. When I was young my grandmother would take me to one or two of the libraries in the Lucas County system. I loved the Holland and Sylvania branches. She waited for me to browse the rows and stacks and spinner racks full of books. I read the whole Oz series in just a few weeks. I borrowed the same couple of books about dragons and knights over and over again. I read The Mists of Avalon far too young, and Salem's Lot, too. Over the years I borrowed thousands of books. The sad truth is I probably only read hundreds of them.

Monday, December 4, 2017

Station Identification

My name is Michael Kocinski. I'm an amateur poet; a citizen scientist; a casual gardener; an advanced doodler; a cook, a father, a husband; a sometime tutor; an aspiring naturalist; and an utter failure at life. I dream of writing a novel. I have enough poems to collect as a manuscript. I want to learn to play the banjo and speak Sign Language. I want my kids to have a better early life than I had but I don't know if they do; I won't know until one of them is 41 and writing a blog about his or her shit parents.

Thursday, November 9, 2017

More Like NOvember, am I Right?

Today I did something I haven't done in many years. I left my house, walked to the woods, and walked right into overgrowth. I didn't use the path managed by my wife's uncle and his bright orange Kubota. I didn't take my phone, a pen and paper, a child, or a walking stick. I plunged into thorns and fallen leaves ankle deep and I wandered. I tried not to look for anything, since it's NOvember after all, and what I really want to see, animals like snakes (I especially and foolishly look forward to finding a copperhead in these woods), turtles, salamanders, and frogs, have all gone to ground for a little while. Well, wait. I don't really know for sure. You see, I'm in North Carolina now and I don't know the laws of hibernation here. It's been cool, and rainy, and NOvember for about eight days now. And if the wild animals around here are anything like me, they hate NOvember too, and will sleep through it if possible. I know I would. 

Friday, February 17, 2017

The Four Chambered Heart, a eulogy for my mother.

My mother died on January 19, 2017, nine days before her 64th birthday. My dad asked me to write something to say at her funeral because I'm the poet in the family. To be honest, I was reluctant to say anything, knowing full well I wouldn't be able to put my whole heart and intention into the words I needed to describe this woman I loved so much. But I did because my dad asked me to, and he's done almost everything I've ever asked him to do for me. How could I refuse?

Thursday, April 14, 2016

Portable Concrete Mixer, a poem for National Poetry Month

Here is one of the twenty new poems I challenged myself to write as a celebration of National Poetry Month. 


Portable Concrete Mixer

I don’t think I’ll ever be dumb enough to go to work everyday.
What life is better? Tying boot laces at 5 a.m. and sipping
Squalid truck stop coffee, or this pond life, playing on the wet bank
With mason jars full of tadpoles fat as Buddhas?
The frogs are right--rest in the sun or jump and hide until
All danger passes.
                        Father calls and I quit my squat,
Running to him because I’m not a frog, but a boy.
He’s behind the arborvitae hedge where something’s missing--
The portable concrete mixer used to stand just there,
Sagging on leaf springs, hitch propped on a stack
of wooden blocks, grass that had grown tall underneath it
Yellow as frog thighs, wheel ruts deep and empty and leading
Across the backyard to the gravel driveway, hidden from view.
                        What did you do with my stuff, I asked.
The treasures I collected and hid in there? Yeah, alla them
Sticks and shit you stacked up in the engine housing?
I threw it on the burn pile and tossed the rocks in the fire ring.
Uncle Dick sold the engine for a song and scrapped the mixer,
You gotta help me hitch ‘er up and haul ‘er over to his house.
                        Now stop acting like a little kid, we got work to do.
                        And we did.


Tuesday, February 9, 2016

After Work: My Grandfather's Eulogy.

On Sunday January 24, 2016, at 4:22 pm, I received a text message from my sister; it said just this: "He's gone." My grandfather had died at the age of 93, twelve days after his birthday. He was a Master Mechanic; he was awarded a Silver Star for gallantry in action against the enemy during the first wave of the Invasion of Normandy by Allied Forces; he was a careful and dedicated gardener; he was a hard worker. When we talked he never asked me "How's work?" but "Are you working?" He knew I was working, he knew I had a job, but he always asked me like that, as if I wasn't, or as if I could stop working. So, when my aunt, and then my father, asked me to prepare a Eulogy for his funeral I started thinking about his legacy, mainly the work ethic he exemplified, the lessons I tried to learn from his example, and that's where I started. I was deeply honored that I was asked to speak on his memory--I loved my grandfather deeply. And I'm also glad I finally got to read in front of him at least one time.

Wednesday, April 23, 2014

Superheroes Don't Rape

Every Wednesday for the past twenty years I've been stopping at my local comic shop on my way home from work for a little quiet time, a little chat with the regulars, and to pick up a few new releases. I've lapsed a few times over the years. When my kids were born I took a break from buying comics because really, every dollar counts when you have diapers to buy and your wife's on maternity leave. But I continued to read through my personal collection and kept up to date on news via Newsarama or Comic Book Resources. I love Wednesdays. I live for Wednesdays. I chat with the store owner, we talk about our kids, pick dream creative teams for comics that will never see the light of day, ooh and aah over Chris Samnee's Daredevil pages and marvel at Art Adams' covers. 

Look, I'm not a 'serious' collector. There are titles, like Daredevil, that I'm loyal to, and there are creators who I love and give anything they work on a chance. I keep my weekly haul to about 4 or 5 issues, which is a good amount to read in one sitting and it doesn't kill my wallet. It's hard to do, though, maintaining a maximum number of comics, because there are so many good books out there right now, stretching the medium to the edges of possibility. And that's what I love about comics, the versatility, the possibility, the wild imagination unbridled in 22 page, four color brilliance. I love that I can go to a comic shop and find colorful superheroes shelved next to African American soldiers fighting in World War II shelved next to re-imagined literary classics like Madame Bovary modernized as a graphic novel called Gemma Bovary. 

If I spent as much time on anything else in my life as I've dedicated to comics, I'd be a master carpenter by now, or a PhD in Comparative Literature, or, at the very least, I'd have saved a lot more money over the years. But it's okay because lately I've been feeling like we're on the verge of something amazing in this little corner of fandom. I feel like we're so close to another Golden Age, if I could be so bold. Books like Ms Marvel and The Lumberjanes, or The Mighty Avengers, and creators like Kris Anka and G. Willow Wilson, I don't know, there's still a long way to go but there's this sense of inclusiveness afoot, there's a sense of representation stirring, and I think, "Yes! Keep trying, keep going!"

And then a female journalist receives rape threats for not liking a comic cover. Yes, that's right. She took an artist to task, stridently but fairly, for misrepresenting human anatomy and objectifying a teen super heroine on the cover of a comic book and she got rape threats. I'm not going to rehash the whole thing here. The story's on the 'net if you want to read it, but I won't sully my blog by repeating some of the awful things that were said to her. Listen, there are people with stories to tell, men and women, people of color, people of various backgrounds. They should be allowed to tell their stories. People should be able to see heroes who look like them. People should be able to have heroes who don't look like them, too. People who love stories should be able to talk about them with other fans who love stories without fear, without shame, without hatred. Female fans have a stock in this medium we all love so much and I for one am happy to know female fans exist! I'm so glad there are female creators at work in comics. Thanks to them, all of them, we're getting new voices, new stories, new perspectives, hell, we might even learn something!

Young men and women are going to read these stories one day. It does us no good as a society to reinforce negative and dangerous stereotypes not only about women and people of color, but guys, we are going to be the villains of this story and I don't want to be guilty by association. Better writers than me have already tackled this topic, but I think change in the community has to start with guys like me, who don't say much otherwise, who avoid the forums and threads because we hate bullies and ignorance, we hate spoilers and ruiners and so we avoid them, but I don't think it's right to avoid them anymore, so here's my two cents, I guess. I want my compassionate and beautiful sons, and my compassionate and beautiful daughter, to see heroes of all genders and walks of life, in comics, if that's what they like, or in professional sports or television shows. I want them to see that people of color have stories and perspectives outside the narrow one the mass market media provides them with. It's as important to me, for example, that a female Muslim hero stars in a comic book as a female Muslim writes, draws, or edits the comic book.

I want my sons to see how big the world is and I think comics can do that. They taught us a man can fly, they taught us that great power requires great responsibility, they teach us about teamwork and unity and striving for the betterment of our world. Look, my daughter already knows what's in store for her and girls like her. She's 13 and not deluded. As evidenced by the hate spewing out of comics forums directed at girls and young women just like her she still has an uphill battle to wage. What I hope though, is that my sons, and boys like them, will grow up to reject this hatred and be voices of reason and fairness, that their dialogue with their female peers will be thoughtful and inclusive, so maybe my granddaughters can grow up in a world with representation and equality. 

Let me put it in terms we 'fanboys' can understand: when the Fantastic Four foils Dr. Doom's nefarious plan, or when the Avengers hold of a Skrull invasion, it's not only New York they've saved, but the whole world. They've saved people in countries we're at war with, they've saved you and the people you hate: women, black people, transgender, everyone. They are heroes: non-selective, put-their-lives-on-the-line, everyone-gets-out-of-this-alive heroes, and you read their adventures month after month, week after week, and you still want to exclude entire demographics from this hobby, this past time, this serious enterprise you claim to love so much? You think you can threaten someone, a stranger, with rape threats? Who did you learn that from? Spider-Man? The Green Lantern?

You guys--villains rape. Rapists are VILLAINS. Villains, real world, real life despotic villains use rape as a  tool to destroy communities and lives. I won't let you villains do that to my community, to our children, to our wives and daughters and sisters, to our sons, who need more kinds of role models than ever before, I won't let you do this thing. I'm not going to stand by and let you do this. I'm not sure what I'm going to do, but I know I'm not going to threaten you. I'm going to be a guard, The Guard. I'm going to look out for my peers and call you out when I see bad behavior. I'm going to build and enlarge this community. I'm going to buy comics for every little girl and boy out there, and I'm going to share this medium with everyone I can, and soon, if they don't already, the good guys will outnumber you. And if you haven't gone away by then, hopefully you'll at least keep your villain mouth shut.  

Wednesday, January 1, 2014

My Reading Year, 2013

My wife reminded me that we got married and pregnant this year, and we both worked a ton, plus we we took a few small summer trips, but still, I'm a little discouraged that I didn't meet my reading goal, which was 52 books. I've been buying books at library sales and off remainder shelves at bookstores for years, and now I have a nice collection of books I've never read. One of the purposes of setting my reading goal was to read a lot of those books that have been gathering dust for years. I established a few small rules for myself and I mostly followed them, with one or two deviations that were totally worth breaking the rules for. These were my rules: I had to read books from my shelves that I had never read before. I couldn't borrow books from the library. At least half the books had to be from the Modern Library's Top 100 Novels. As a side goal, I wanted to read as many of my wife's favorite books as I could, especially the ones she read as a young person. I liked a few of them a lot, and in fact one of my favorite books of the year was a young adult novel she loved called The True Confessions of Charlotte Doyle, by Avi.

So, here's my 2013 Reading List:

1. Animal Farm, George Orwell
2. Best Erotic Poems, David Lehman, Editor
3. O Pioneers, Willa Cather
4. The Anthologist, Nicholson Baker
5. The Captain's Verses, Pablo Neruda
6. The Sea of Grass, Conrad Richter
7. Habibi, Craig Thompson
8. The Prime of Miss Jean Brodie, Muriel Sparks
9. The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy, Douglas Adams
10. My Life as a Weapon, Hawkeye Vol.1, Matt Fraction and David Aja
11. Like Water for Chocolate, Laura Esquivel
12. The Day of the Locust, Nathaniel West
13. Salvation on Sand Mountain, Dennis Covington
14. The Yellow Lighted Bookstore, Lewis Buzbee
15. The Fantastic Mr. Fox, Roald Dahl
16. Daily Rituals, Mason Currey
17. Wide Sargasso Sea, Jean Rhys
18. Black Water, Joyce Carol Oates
19. Disquiet, Julia Leigh
20. Sadako and the Thousand Paper Cranes, Eleanor Coerr
21. Call of the Wild, Jack London
22. Strong is Your Hold, Galway Kinnell
23. Stag's Leap, Sharon Olds
24. Scapled, Vol. 9, Jason Aaron
25. Scalped, Vol. 10, Jason Aaron
26. The House Made of Dawn, N. Scott Momaday
27. Sailor Twain, Mark Seigel
28. The Nao of Brown, Glynn Dillon
29. The Celts of Myth and Legend, Tim Roberts
30. The Wasp Eater, William Lychack
31. Flex Mentallo, Grant Morrison, Frank Quietly
32. Late for Work, David Tucker
33. Hating Alison Ashley, Robin Klein
34. Star Girl, Jerry Spinelli
35. The Ocean at the End of the Lane
36. The True Confessions of Charlotte Doyle, Avi

I have bookmarks in two books I didn't finish before the new year, they are The Devil's Arithmetic, by Jane Yolen, and Whirligig, by Paul Fleischman.

Wednesday, October 23, 2013

It's Pop Culture, It Makes Me Cry

I'm a recent Pop Culture Happy Hour podcast devotee. I found out about the NPR podcast a few weeks ago when Dean Trippe, a comics artist I admire, posted a link to an episode where Glen Weldon, a writer for NPR, plugged his comic on the podcast. I like Pop Culture Happy Hour because it's got a bit of snark, a bit of emotion, they talk about comics, and I love that, but they also talk about TV, opera, music, theater, etc. I hear conversations there I feel like I've had with my friends over the years. When I first started buying comics my friends and I would go to one of the Local Comic Shops, buy our books, then take them to Schmuckers, a local burger joint. Before we were allowed to read our comics, we had to finish the signature "Wimpy Burger", and an order of fries, and a cup of coffee. When that was all gone we ordered a slice of one of a dozen or more homemade pies, got our coffees refilled, and tucked into our comics. We talked about creator dream teams, which characters we'd like to see team up, who should star in the movie about our favorite characters. It was like our own little pop culture happy hour.

So, every PCHH podcast has a theme, and last week it was Pop Culture that Makes Us Cry. I took a cue from them and made my own list of pop culture that gets me every time I encounter it. Here it is, for your pleasure, with some visual aids when applicable.

1." In a Season of Calm Weather' It's a short story by Ray Bradbury, the opener in a collection called A Medicine for Melancholy. There was a bookstore called Friedly's Books here in Toledo, and they specialized in Sci-Fi before they finally went out of business. I used to go to a lot of the used bookstores looking for Bradbury books because I love him and I wanted as much of his stuff as I could find. Friedly's had a copy of A Medicine for Melancholy, wrapped in plastic, on a shelf in a display case. I asked to see it, and I held it with due reverence, saw the price, written in pencil on the first page, and regretfully handed it back the the staff person. It was $35, and I had $9. And then the staff person said, "You know, the pages are kind of yellow, and the binding is going to go any minute. If you have five bucks, the book is yours." And I did, so it was.


The story, 'In a Season of Calm Weather', is about a man who loves Pablo Picasso, who finds out he is vacationing only minutes away from where Picasso is vacationing. He takes a walk down the beach and sees an old man drawing in the wet sand with a popsicle stick and that's all I'm going to tell you. I cry every time I read this story. I've read it out loud lots of times, to girlfriends and dear friends, my wife and my son, to myself, it's beautiful. I mean, it's Bradbury. Of course it's beautiful.

2. The Iron Giant It's an animated movie about a boy who finds a giant iron robot in the woods near his house. Its'a movie about heroes, making good choices, and the wild imagination. When my dear friend John Swaile was alive, he did a passable impression of the robot's voice. Also, Superman. If you haven't seen the movie yet, don't follow the link to the clip. Big, big spoiler.

3. The opening credits score for the Superman movies, by John Williams. I cry like a fool, because Superman is the greatest hero, even if he isn't my favorite hero, and that score is just perfect.

4. The Black Cauldron, book two of the Chronicles of Prydain by Lloyd Alexander. If you've seen the abysmal Disney adaptation of this book, don't hold it against the story--the story is brilliant. Brilliant. I've read the whole series nearly every year since I was 9 or 10. When I worked at Borders I must have sold the first book in the series, The Book of Three, to a thousand parents who said their sons wouldn't read. And when those boys came back for the second book they were readers for life. Just about a month ago, while I was at Barnes and Noble with my son, I over heard a mother encouraging her son to find something to read, and I recommended this series. I saw them leave the store with the first two books. Success!

The Black Cauldron finds our protagonist Taran in the midst of a great adventure. He is burdened with responsibilities both joyous and odious and seems several times to lose more than he gains. I'm moved to tears several times throughout this boy's challenging, heart-wrenching adventure.





5. Every year I get to read the penultimate selection for the annual Jack Kerouac Memorial Reader's Theater, called Back to Jack. It's the closing passage from On the Road, where Sal, the novel's protagonist, is thinking about his friend Dean who has just walked off into the American Night. I've read it one hundred times, and every time I get to the part where Jack describes nightfall, and I read the words "...cups the peaks and folds the final shore in...", I think of my beloved friends who have passed on and I crack, tears well up and my voice loses strength, every single time.








Tuesday, August 27, 2013

Saturday, June 1, 2013

Spider-Man Says Our Choices Make Us Who We Are


When you let your mind wander, where does it go? Where are you, or what are you doing when you open the door for it, like a dog or cat that needs out, noses around tree trunks or tires, nudges corners with its cheek, and pisses the boundary of its wide, private territory?

Tuesday, May 21, 2013

National Jazz and National Poetry Month, Gardening, Stanley Kunitz hidden inside

Outside under a gun metal sky and a looming threat of rain, Henry's helping me work in the flower beds. By help I mean he's loading dirt into his John Deere construction toys and hauling it from the pile I made to a pile he's made opposite mine. It's fine, I haven't planted anything yet, we're just weeding, re-cutting the border and digging out ornamental rocks and resetting them in a ring around the bed.

It's National Poetry Month but I'm not writing much poetry. It's also National Jazz History Month, and I listened to Kind of Blue five or 6 times to celebrate. I reach a lovely bliss state when I listen to that album. If I had to imagine what a milk drunk baby must feel like, I'd compare it to the feeling I get listening to "Flamenco Sketches", wholly satisfied, even my soul at ease, joints disconnected in a feeling of weightlessness, almost heavenly.

It's National Poetry Month, as I've said. I submitted a few mid-grade, uninspired lines to a few contests this month and they were duly unrecognized and rightly so. I'm a slow writer, filling up eighteen to twenty pages with notes and false starts for one short poem. I'm trying to accept that about my creative nature but I wish I was prolific, and I wish I could land every poem I start writing with a just a few scratches of a ballpoint pen and the most minor revisions.

Sometimes I listen to Red Garland's solo on "Bye Bye Blackbird", from the 'Round Midnight' recording, and I think, if only I could make something so sublime, so beautiful, so perfect. I mean, I'd like to make a poem so expressive and concise. And I'll tell you what, for the longest time I was convinced I was listening to Wynton Kelly on that track. And I'd like to thank all the jazz-heads who I've ever talked to about that track for not correcting me and embarrassing me, although maybe they should have corrected me. I don't know.

The garden needs more attention. I have to move hostas from a bed on the East side of the house to a bed on the North side which is protected from full sun by two enormous maple trees. I have a lot of work to do in the yard. When we moved into this house it had been empty for seven years, and though the landlord maintained the property adequately, no one cleaned or replanted beds and there's a mess of overgrown foliage to trim, pull out, prune, transplant, and tend back to life with some tenderness and patience. Plus I'm getting married in the front yard in three weeks and I want it to look beautiful for the wedding, the wedding I haven't selected poems for yet, the wedding I don't have a suit for yet, etc. Hopefully it'll rain, and I can stay in after I'm done writing this and maybe read for awhile, or watch Spider-Man with Henry again. Work's always waiting for you, after all, so patient, so persistent.


Tuesday, April 23, 2013

Children, My Favorite Wilderness Area, A Poem

So I'm in the midst of planning my wedding, and even though I'm writing a lot about it, and other things, I'm just not getting to the computer for the solid blocks of time I need to get it all down. Tonight I'm going to post a few older pieces, one about my step-daughter's cat (not really), and one about taking my son to the Irwin Prairie when he was a mere babe. Finally, I'm going to give you a poem I wrote for both of them more recently.

Saturday, April 13, 2013

My Reading Year

I set myself a goal to read 52 books this year. Ideally I'd read a book a week, knowing full well I'd encounter some books that demanded to be read in one sitting and other books that I'd put down for whatever reason: to play with my son, to do laundry, because there's a cedar waxwing in the tree outside the kitchen window, and I might not get back to it for a few hours, or even several days.

I established a few rules for myself, too. Here's why: there are hundreds of books in my personal collection I've still never read. I want to read those books, but sometimes I go to the Library, and don't you know, I get a little...well, crazy, and I walk out with a stack of books I have no hope of reading through, and meanwhile the books I actually own and make room for in this dwindling living space languish on the shelves.

Tuesday, April 9, 2013

Spring Peepers

Last night there was a modest, almost peaceful, thunderstorm somewhere South of Ida. I saw the lightning brighten the sky in the distance but I heard no thunderous report. Lord knows what it was like in the city or town or wooded lot right below, but from my vantage point it was a delight and I rolled down my window to allow the fresh ozone fragrance and cool spring air to fill my car.

Tuesday, April 2, 2013

An Introduction, Radio Lab, On Book

Hi. 
Hi, everyone. 
Anyone?

Anyone out there, maybe? 

Well. I'm Michael. I've been keeping a blog called The Toledo Poetry Museum for a little while now, but I'm mostly not writing about poetry over there, instead I'm writing things mostly not about poetry. But I wanted to do a blog that was a catalog of interviews with regional poets, so I thought I'd start a new blog that could be miscellaneous, and wild, and free, right here, and I could keep doing exclusively poetry stuff over there. So I'll post more interviews there soon, and some new poetry maybe, and a little book talk when the mood strikes, and right here is where I'll put the nature writing, the political rants, the life experience stuff. Because you know, I love comic books and poetry, and bugs, and cooking, and I care about Equal Rights and Reproductive Rights, by which I mean I'm Pro-Choice and pro-Woman in general, and let's just get the show on the road and be decent and equal all the way around. I care about that. 

And I want to know why we're still going to war, I mean, why are we still doing war when it clearly hasn't worked in the slightest, not for us or our opponents. I mean take a look at the place, we live in a shit house now. And I'm not religious but I love Jesus, I think about Jesus a lot for a non-Christian I'd guess. I like talking about what he meant when he said all that stuff many Bibles print with red letters. In fact I do a lot of mental gymnastics with that stuff at work, where I'm alone often, with only myself to talk to. 

I'm a prep-cook in a pizza kitchen and I stand at a stainless steel prep table about 40 hours a week and I think about Jesus, and Conservation, and Metaphors, and I re-stage panels of my favorite comic books. I write notes in small yellow legal pads and a lot of those notes are going to turn into blogs. I listen to Radio Lab and I take notes. I listen to On Being and I take notes. I listen to the Talking Comics podcast and I take notes about that, too. Few months ago I heard a Radio Lab rebroadcast of its "Space" episode and I almost lost my mind, it made me so happy to hear what the host was saying about space exploration and the likelihood of visitors to Earth from other planets. See, I don't believe we're being visited by aliens but I do not discount the possiblity of life of some kind or other elsewhere in this gigantic and ever enlarging Universe. Is Universe capitalized or not? I'll do it anyway, but I'll find out for later. Anyway, the host was saying the chances that we've been visited are so slim that it's unlikely but it's not also unlikely that there's life on other worlds. And I agree, but I'm not so eloquent, so I'll ln you to the show so you can hear it yourself. Plus, there's an interview with Carl Sagan's widow that will make you weep. 

Here it is: http://www.radiolab.org/blogs/radiolab-blogland/2012/aug/20/rebroadcast-space/ Go Listen, you won't be sorry. 

I don't know how long blogs are supposed to be. I mean, what's your attention span? I don't know. I don't read a lot of stuff on the internet, so I'm afraid I don't know what a polite or customary blog length is. 

So I'll stop here because I want to. I have a few things to do, poetry to write, for example. It's National Poetry Month so I'm challenging myself to work on poems new or old everyday, regardless of my ambition or the duration of my work day. I haven't done that yet today except to think about it, so I should before it gets too late and I fall asleep while On Book. 'On Book', that's what my friend Don calls it when he's writing. I recently adopted the phrase. So I'll be On Book for a little while tonight. Let's hope something lovely comes out of it.